keepingthehope

No change in follicles from Friday - Trying really hard to hld it together and not break down at work.On the other hand I have great lining... (sarcasm always good for something) 

Feeling much better today, results from Dr appointment:4 possible follicles (2 - 10s and 2-12s) I would appreciate any feedback on if that really is good or not, but for now I am happy that something...

I have babies on the brain really bad today.. I am trying to focus on work because we have so much to do before the deadline (April 18), but then I found some random IVF blog and spent a half hour...

I was so nervous drving to my appointment this morning - good thing it was really early and I wasn't worrying all day.The found 1 possible follicle on the left side, measured 10 (but I think they...

Just had to write because I went through almost a whole day without thinking about babies and I am pretty sure I will finish this day without being upset at all.  Needed to document that there can...

So today I login to facebook to see how my niece is doing (She has a repiratory virus, and has been pretty sick, but her mother keeps me updated through FB posts) And What do I see but (Another)...

Feeling inexplicably nervous today.  My hubby is going to fill my prescription today and I start the Clomid 150 tomorrow.I guess I am just worried that I am going to start stressing like the last...

Ok so I went to the dr today and got my baseline.  They said lining is thick so another pg test but if they don't call me back today then clomid 150 on Wednesday.  They just did a pg test for the...

Just letting out a little frustration.  I am trying to write here instead of texting my hubby, I do not want to add to his stress. So this is my outlet.I work on taxes for a living and right now I...

Today I went in to get a provera prescription so we could begin "trying" again.  This is a month earlier than I had planned, but I want to get the most out of the additional insurance coverage that...

My husband and I got married June 09, a few months later 3 different people told us they were pg (a friend, a cousin, and sister-in-law).  Last year around this time there were 4 healthy babies born...

So it was supposed to be easy to take a break, but I can't stop thinking about kids.I am working 60+ hour work weeks until after April 15.  I do not need to add to my stress by TTC and going to the...

2 optionsclomid 150mg + IUI = 15% chance (cost 1,000 plus)IVF = 50-60% chance (cost 10K plus, possible insurance coverage) I think we are going to do the IVF in May - I am waiting on the financial...

I am so tired of all of this PCOS/Infertility crap. I am tired of the Dr's visits. I am tired of the needles and blood draws. I am tired of the bills and the insurance and the will it be covered (yes...

Well after yesterday's appt the Dr decided to put me back on provera.  The nurse used the words "pull the plug on this cycle" Which just made me feel like she thought I was giving up too early (in...