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- Tomorrow I will turn 48 and this year will be much diffrent than the past nine years. I will not be focused on my ED this year and I will not keep thinking about all of the birthdays that we shared together.Because of my past thinking I have ruined...
- Itried to send you a message on your profile but it would not let me. I just received this message and thought that you should see it. How did this happen? It was of some concern to me.om : julianmorgan56 | hug julianmorgan56 Sent : 12/10/10, 10:45...
- How many of you with EC have pictures out of your EC? After the first two years my husband packed all of the pictures away of my ED. He saw what having them out was doing to me.Now as you all know it has been 10 years without her and my memories of...
- I am in search of your advice. As most of you know my estrangment from my ED has been going on for 10 years now.What some of you might not know is that the same estrangment has been going on just as long with my Mother.Just a bit of background...
- I am in search of your advice. As most of you know my estrangment from my ED has been going on for 10 years now.What some of you might not know is that the same estrangment has been going on just as long with my Mother.Just a bit of background...
- To all of you that responded to my snooping post I sit here humbled by your responses. I have read each and everyone and I could feel your understanding. I don't even have the words to express to you all what you have come to mean to me.I wish that...
- As many of you know I have not seen or heard from my ED in 10 years.I have reached out through the years and have not received any response from her.Just a bit of background. Her birthfather was a alcoholic and drug user. During the time I was...
- Estrangement can and will eat you alive if you allow it. It eats at you like a slow growing cancer.I have spent 10 years fighting this ugly battle and it almost did me in.Reaching out and having your hand come back empty.The break in your heart only...
- How long do we hope? How long do we wait? When is enough really enough? This morning as I was reading the posts on here I could feel the sadness from every written word. In one of the posts it was stated that each of our stories are diffrent. Yes...
- As we all prepare for Thanksgiving I wanted to say to all of you that I am beyond thankful for each and everyone of you.I know that we will all have our time of pain during this holiday season and I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you...
- You guys gave me so much support and I thank you.So I put on my best jogging pants and I took my food and I got in my truck and I was on my way.I left a little early so that I would have some time to calm my nerves.I was still a few min. early but...
- You guys gave me so much support and I thank you.So I put on my best jogging pants and I took my food and I got in my truck and I was on my way.I left a little early so that I would have some time to calm my nerves.I was still a few min. early but...
- Tonight I am taking a huge step, a huge step for me anyway. I am so used to taking baby steps and staying as far from people as I can that this is really a big deal for me. Tonight I am going to a meeting that the women of our church have every...
- I just read the responses on what I wrote last night about back - sliding.I wanted to say thank you for your support and understanding.I wanted to explain a few things and I hope that I have the right words.My daughters facebook page does not allow...
- Today I really think that I made a mistake. I did something foolish and now I wish that I could undo it.I went on Facebook just to look at her picture.Maybe I needed to tourture myself I am not sure. There she was the girl / woman that I have not...