sjanderson23

I hate to think that things could be worse, but things could be worse?  I have not wanted to be positive for quite sometime.  I know exactly what it takes to make things right.  I am doing what I...

There was the car accident that caused many injuries, the M.S. took its toll on my strength also.  I think I am on the upswing of healing.  I hit the bottom, I have no where to go but up. 

I have lots of anxiety, I just turn it into energy to exercise.

Right now, I have anger and sadness.  I do not like this.  I have to accept that this is part of the human condition and be glad that I am alive.  So many bad things have happened to me lately. ...

I sure wish that my life would change soon. Something will happen.

I really hate getting dizzy with every move I make.  I did get the chance this morning to meet with the MS Society here in town.  They are two blocks from my house, but they are moving.  She was...

In the begining of June, I was in this gigantic car accident and when I was in the hospital I was diagnosed with MS from the results of an MRI.  So that was the very first exasperation.  That was...

I could think of a few things that could be worse, but thi is pretty bad.  I do try to stay positive through this whole mess, but it is not easy.  I believe in a will to live and a will to die. ...

Goodness, I was angry about my life before this happened, this makes things worse.  I know that I will find some happiness someday, just not yet.  It is not like me to be angry.  I have always...

This is my second entry.  I do not have much to report.  I wonder what limitations I am going to have?  I want to think that if the mind is willing, the body will follow.  I have so much work. ...

The only time that I think I might be exercising too much is when my muscles get to big and come to the surface and I have to reduce the depth of the needle of the autoject.  I have never been in...

I grew up with this kid that lived up the street.  He is the second oldest.  His older brother is just a year older than he is, I knew him very well also.  I sadly learned last week that he also...

I have have always lived a very stress free life.  MS is the most extreme thing that has ever happened to me.  I think that not having children is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  I...

I have have always lived a very stress free life.  MS is the most extreme thing that has ever happened to me.  I think that not having children is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  I...

I did something tonight that I have not done for a long time.  In May of 2008, I moved back to Billings from Spokane.  In Spokane, I worked at Valet Garage doing everything automotive, I mean...