jpf777777
Status: Working on my recovery and helping others to get on the right path.
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I am trying hard not to project past today. Pressure from work tends to force the issue but I have to put my foot down and say that my mental health and life depend on a stable life and...
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Neck hurting this morning but in a positive mood. Thank God!JP
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I supper from chronic pain and use alcohol to soften the blow. Oh BTW I am also severely depressed which makes my life suck. I keep trying though as all should. Don't let the bastard win. JP
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My goal for now is to just stay alive
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I have been trying to kick the alcohol issue for 40 years. They say that I have to deal with the issues of the past to get over it. I have so many deep seeded issues that I doubt that will ever...
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Well the Diabetes is under control as is the Depression. The Alcoholizm is still running its course. Wish me luck JP
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Depression / alcoholism. :(
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I am fed up with the journy, I have been sober off and on for 40 years and can not put any time together. AA? Bah been there x 10. Suicide? Tried that x2. Can't live drunk can't live...
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Yesterday was a potentially bad day but I made it through without drinking. JP
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One of these day's I guess I will get it. At least I am not binging for weeks at a time when I slip. JP
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Thought I would make it through the depression but the pint won. Life sucks and then you die! JP
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I started today in a pretty good mood and then like someone cast a spell on me I dove into a deep depression. I have been sober for 74 days and would have given it up for a fifth of vodka. Using...
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Well still sober and somewhat sane. Getting tired of people trying to controll my life. JP
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