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not sober today

Now that my mind is not clowded with drinking, I see all the problems I created for myself. I have made some bad decisions in the past that needs to be fixed. I have just been pretending for years...

I don't know what the hell my problem is, but I need to snap out of it. I am going to have to force myself to get things done today. I can't wait to get a chance to hang out with my sister hopefully...

I just keep thinking of drinking, and I am glad I don't have alcohol here, because I don't think I can trust myself around it. Maybe I will do more housework to keep myself more busy later. I don't...

  I can't believe I have gone one whole week with no drinks at all! I do not even remember going that long any time in the last 5 years. I always would say I would quit and go right back in about 2...

Nothing much to say other than I made it another day

and feeling much better today!

So it's the weekend, and I have been worried about using the weekend to drink again. I can say I am still sober right now at 10pm saturday night when normally I would be sitting here drunk by this...

I just want to be greatful for the things I have. and try and work hard for the things I want. I woke up this morning with a really strong craving to get drunk, but I did not. I am hoping that...

Now that it's the weekend I have to deal with the fact that I always use drinking to have "fun". I know God did not intend for us to only enjoy life while under the influence of some substance. That...

I am so happy to have found this place, and start my life over. I don't think it is ever too late. I pray I don't try and drink because I know 1 drink will turn into 4 or more, then me being drunk...

I am so glad it's Friday, and I wont be buying anything to drink. I'm sure by Saturday I will be slightly irritated and want to drink, but I will just ask God to help me out, or come online here

Woke up with a horrible headache today, and have no clue why. Maybe because I ate a bunch of lemon heads in the middle of the night?  I am not one to get headaches unless I been drinking, and I...

I was afraid to come here forever! I'm surprised my profile still exists. I fell off the wagon, of course and really must admit that I can't do this alone. I'm sorry to anyone who has been...