serene45
Status: WOW Post TX. almost TWO YEARS now and here I am back for information
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My last journal entry was June 27,2010. Since then, I stepped away for awhile.I continued with my AA meetings for a few weeks(1-2xper week), stayed involved with my church and recovery meeting at the...
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Wow things are starting to get real complicated with TX. Racing thoughts at night constantly, Restlessness-which leads to anxiety.Prayer and meditative CD's have helped. Tonight is real bad, it...
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You are my Strong Tower, Fortress when I'm weak. Beautiful and Mighty, everlasting King.Father I thank you tonight for your patience in "ME"I realize that you just want me to let go COMPLETELY, just...
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I seen my therapist today.......That's always been good for me. I came being able to identify alot of my anxiety.It's funny, I spend the hour doing most of the talking, and hearing myself work...
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I can't seem to escape this. Being off my meds for two weeks now is really taking a toll on me. It is now 2am, and I fight to sleep. I mean fight. I cannot read. I can barely think to put these words...
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So many things are going through my mind. Where has my focus gone? What exactly am I focusing on? I seem to have lost my way again.......This time is different though, it's as if I'm being carried...
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From the start of this goal, I have finally been able to get to some meetings in this area. The Lord promised to give me the fellowship that I crave, and He certainly has.The ability to be around...
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Somewhere on this journey I lost my way. That for all of us is so easy to do as our attention has been taken into something far different than we have experienced before. When I'm sick I feel the...
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Today was the first in my life that I had over half of my hair cut off. Today was the first I really realized I no longer fit anything I own. Today I was cutting away the Debris-(The remains of...
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I can't honestly say what I'm going through at this time. Is that a bad thing, I don't believe it is. I have not left my home today, I slept through the afternoon. I made no dinner, although I did...
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What exactly am I searching for. It is always when we are down that all the questions come. I don't feel like I am fighting this alone. Sometimes that trips me out as I don't have to put in a whole...
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This will be day one of my new goal, " Preparing to return to work" I look forward to what God has planned. I did recieve a name from a woman at Evangelical Church about Teen Challenge, My heart...
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Two weeks ago I purchased my first book to read since tx. Titled, "Renegade for God"The following morning after reading just one chapter, I felt revived. Those few paragraphs reminded me of who I...
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Good morning Lord,Thank you for another day clean and sober. Thank you for your Promises for they shine in my life today. Through all the difficult days, weeks, months, on treatment we haven't had to...
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I write today to give Thanks to the unseen faces on Daily strength. For being there when you really need the support the most. I believe this is a gift from our Heavenly Father. There have...
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