jclark152
Status: I was lying there thinking "thinking is the problem. It always has been."
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It appears that positive affirmations also affirm the negative elements. To truly live in the Timeless Now, it appears positive affirmations must be cast into the fire as well
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If you have time to think about this, then you have time to think about that.
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Just a little further. Getting my think tank set up to continue my work. I plan on reconstructing my mind into a science absorbing machine. Totally etch academics into it. Undo all mental pathways...
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I feel like i have no one to talk to that really gets whatim saying. Tgis sounds so cliche as i write it, but thats where im at today.Actually, this morning i took control of my mind in a way i have...
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I reach out to so many people. They say if you want to have a friend then be a friend. I do try to make friends but fucking no one texts or calls back. Am i that hard to ge along with?
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So later that morning, I was going through my usual sparing match with the negative self talk in my head. Zen comes up a lot laely as it takes my awareness outside of the boxing ring where me and my...
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I just feel like crap this morning
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1. Had a dream a few nights ago about a theraputic thing im doing. Meaning its really important to me and i need to keep it up.2. F-ed up at work and may have blown a chance at a new position.3. The...
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In just feel so damn tired. Slept in instead of studying or meditating. I dont feel bad because i know i needed the sleep, but damn, really? And now the race to get to work on time because i was too...
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Purge.Wake up. Drink coffee. Purge.
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Peices of crap, peices of wonder. All chemistry of the body influenced by the mind.Forcing myself to memorize facts solves three problems at once
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Its a fantastic spring day out. 70 degrees, not a cloud in the sky. But i feel grey. Not too up not too down, but not at peace either.
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It was not a good tool for being a public school teacher. But it did get me as far as becoming a public school teacher, so it has its uses.
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Depression has taken so much of my life. I look at the shambles that are my house and feel hopeless. I used to be a clean person. Somewhere along the way i lost that too. Now im a slob. A 50 year old...
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I like it better than Facebook because i can be a little more candid. And a little better than my real space journal because im actually writing for an audience.
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