insecure

Called dr. office finished ! I'm not doing thisa nymore,not adding another chemical!I'll take my chances!Hey i've been a risk taker all my life. Thanks to all! Signing off!

I have no words today!Well actually I do but I'm to rageful! I made the mistake, you know the one,where you think this may be it!. and then nah not so much.

sides from#6 heaviness in chest!papilations ,no focus ,irritable Tick TickTick Tick,waiting to explode!!!!!!!

Anyone in the Big Apple!Very  frustrating when your a moroon, I  just can't get this ! I can call if anyone is willing. Thanks! The plan is to take shot #6 we'll see later.GodBless!

I 've never been on a rollercoaster know I know why!! as i've said I never expected it to be this bad! I feel so out of control,and that's not good for a control freak.let's see if Ican get some...

I'm really grateful to all who have reached out to me , but i'm not cut out for this.I don't know what the fuck I was thinking!Im done fucking done!God Bless!

 I've tried 3 times to write and keep screwing it up! How does one keep going when all you really want to do is say  f it all.it just is bigger than me.Does anyone care you know really care,I think...

I keep saying how I'm so done ,then I think come on stop  whining, chest pain numbness diarrhea, what fun!Is everything related to tx?appreciate any suggestions, fri.#6 if i don't compteteley lose...

going to neurologist appointment before tx, many issues can't seem to find answers very frustating! anyhow will check back later.

I've had my  fifth shot feel horrible , from what I'm reading it could get worse !numbers have dropped significantly, otherwise I was stopping . Everytime I think it can't get worse, you know it...

Called dr. office finished ! I'm not doing thisa nymore,not adding another chemical!I'll take my chances!Hey i've been a risk taker all my life. Thanks to all! Signing off!

I have no words today!Well actually I do but I'm to rageful! I made the mistake, you know the one,where you think this may be it!. and then nah not so much.

sides from#6 heaviness in chest!papilations ,no focus ,irritable Tick TickTick Tick,waiting to explode!!!!!!!

Anyone in the Big Apple!Very  frustrating when your a moroon, I  just can't get this ! I can call if anyone is willing. Thanks! The plan is to take shot #6 we'll see later.GodBless!

I 've never been on a rollercoaster know I know why!! as i've said I never expected it to be this bad! I feel so out of control,and that's not good for a control freak.let's see if Ican get some...