you guys, i don't know what to write

things are good. I feel like the hard work here on the site has paid off.

I am aware of myself wanting satisfaction - just like each and all do -

and I am realizing how I am going about this to achieve it.

I could get so caught up in imagery  - but I find myself awake

now to the reality - that we're all trying to make our days satisfying

as well as taking care of ourselves and all that encompasses.

I have the day off from duties -and I just came back from a St. Patrick's Day

outing to Uncle Matty's Eatery. The host and waiter (it's a one room establishment, very small)

DJ greeted me as usual. I found myself not worrying about what people thought of me,

and I thought that we're all making room for joy in our lives and as we work hard and take

care of our jobs. So anything that came from him was not so interpretable as something bad

about me - but perhapsp indicative that we were not a match in terms of friendship compatibilty

or maybe he was having a day of preoccupation about his own life.

I know I sincerely want connection but I also have to be pretty honest with myself about all

the realities at issue. So I felt great after eating lunch there..Just happily on my way. No worries

no dissapointments. Accceptance and happiness. Just taking care and keep on keeping on..to the next responsibility I had.

Blue got sick all night long and so this morning and this afternoon I cleaned and am cleaning up

after his messes. Poor guy. He seems better now, I'll keep an eye on him though. We may have to go

to the vet. I think it was just a bad batch of snacks as he got sick right after I gave it to him.

Right now I am at my desk - waiting for the next load of laundry to be done. To be followed by another

and then another.. poor Blue.
Have a great day ahead! Celebrate St. Patrick! He's a joy!!