Yesterday Bitterness. Today hopefulness.

Yesterday bitterness flooded my entire being.
Today hopefulness floods my entire being.
I would never hurt myself and don't have to as I have carpal tunnel and a sprained elbow.  Other than those two things, my doctor gave me a clean bill of health.  Yahoo!
Dave's in denial about our break up.  He thinks we are on a break.  I broke up with him.  He has to deal with all these things.  His room mate Rob was on death watch but now is in critical condition in ICU in Richmond General Hospital.  Its his heart, lungs, kidneys and pneumonia.  Its his years of cigarette smokey and alcoholism.  He has to have his leg amputated due to gangrene.  He was not paying into MSP.  It caught up with him but took his time getting this together  Its all his fault.  Needless to say, Rob won't be going back to Dave's place but either in a care facility so someone will always be looking after him or to Jean in Surrey who is a retired nurse and can look after Rob.  He can't go back to the party atmosphere of cigarette smoking, pot smoking and beer drinking.  I am not sure how much of all this Rob is aware of at the moment.  He is in critical condition at the moment.  Alla keeps informed of all these things and is always on the phone telling me the details.
My life is great in comparison from Diane B.