여자친구

Back in the fall of this year I made my first girlfriend and lost my first girlfriend. This relationship wasn’t abusive but it was manipulative. When I found out she was straight and using me to get back at her ex of course I cut her out. 

She called me up asking to get back together again and I rejected her. And at this time I felt undateable. 

But it seems that I’ve gotten a new girlfriend. It just happened. We were having a good time together and we were dating.

This is different in that I really like this girl and we actually get to see each other during the week. We’ve been dating for a week now and she accepts me. She knows I’m a weirdo and that I’m trans and she’s ok with that. I feel very happy with her. 

But it’s been only months since my last relationship and it feels too good to be true. I don’t think I deserve something like this. Our relationship is secret just like my last one. 

But I really want this to last and I want to be with her. Only time will tell.