wrestling with life

I was thinking about a lot of things this morning. Self discipline.... Being alone and being happy

...and being self sufficient. About doing something for someone else in my life...or for some thing else

.....as pleasing myself is like a bottomless pit and

only by doing something for some one else or something else - like a balance

between self care and social and family and friends devotion - is life only ever worth it.

It's a wholeness what I'm coming to know...

I was wrestling with thoughts and experiences and trying to make a logic out of things

while being alone....and then I thought - it's kind of how the mystery/mysteries of life

unfurl for us - and maybe wrestling with those realities is just the nature of life...

and...... that it's probably good to enjoy the wrestling :)

...Just feeling really grateful

and going about the usual routine here on a day off. I hope you guys are having a good day

and can feel the joy and pleasure of community with whomever you're with or

can reach out to. Sending peace and good vibes!!! :-)