Wow, more snow
We have another snowstorm that started last night. It is supposed to snow all day long. We had about 4 inches of snow left from last time and now another 4 to 6 inches on top of it. It is blowing too so it is drifting. We are supposed to have around 6 more inches before the day is done. I guess it will be a white Christmas this year. My daughter is still dying to get out there and play in it. Brrrrr....my husband thinks she won't last long because it is so cold. He doesn't understand ADHD kids at all. She won't notice the cold because she will be so busy building snowmen and making snow angels. I know how she is...she will probably get frostbite before she comes in!
We have gymnastics tonight. I need to call and make sure they haven't canceled the classes. She has missed so many because I have been sick or she has. I feel bad for her missing so much. I just hate that I get so tired and weak and can't be a good mom.
Trying to figure out what to do with my bank account. I am going to work on it and try to focus really hard this next month. If it is still a mess, I am going to seek help somewhere. Maybe my husband...I really hate to ask him to take it over though. I am so embarrassed how bad it has gotten. I guess I need to swallow my pride. It is also hard to let someone else take it over. It is like giving up my independence...I imagine giving up driving will be this way too. I fear that won't be far off...I have progressed so much in my symptoms. I was remembering that I started having the tingling leg and foot in April 2010. In Jan. 2011 it had gotten really bad that it affected my walking. Now, in Dec. 2011, my foot and leg are so bad that I can't even feel my toes and my ankle doesn't work. My right arm is now affected as well. I figure something has got to start showing in an MRI somewhere soon.
Gonna call the doc office today regarding my LP. Hope they will let me know what the answers are from that. I almost dread hearing what if anything they found.
Next stop will be Mayo I suppose. I gotta save up some leave and make a vacation of it.
We have gymnastics tonight. I need to call and make sure they haven't canceled the classes. She has missed so many because I have been sick or she has. I feel bad for her missing so much. I just hate that I get so tired and weak and can't be a good mom.
Trying to figure out what to do with my bank account. I am going to work on it and try to focus really hard this next month. If it is still a mess, I am going to seek help somewhere. Maybe my husband...I really hate to ask him to take it over though. I am so embarrassed how bad it has gotten. I guess I need to swallow my pride. It is also hard to let someone else take it over. It is like giving up my independence...I imagine giving up driving will be this way too. I fear that won't be far off...I have progressed so much in my symptoms. I was remembering that I started having the tingling leg and foot in April 2010. In Jan. 2011 it had gotten really bad that it affected my walking. Now, in Dec. 2011, my foot and leg are so bad that I can't even feel my toes and my ankle doesn't work. My right arm is now affected as well. I figure something has got to start showing in an MRI somewhere soon.
Gonna call the doc office today regarding my LP. Hope they will let me know what the answers are from that. I almost dread hearing what if anything they found.
Next stop will be Mayo I suppose. I gotta save up some leave and make a vacation of it.
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We are so much alike it is scary. I do understand how you feel. My kids have missed some of their church meetings because I am too tired to do anything. I also feel like I am letting my kids down. But we are not bad mothers. We love them dearly. Remember that.
It is raining here. It looks like we will have a wet Christmas. Hopefully the rain will go on through. I think we will have another round of rain on Christmas Eve. I hope your daughter can get out and build her a snowman.
I am going to take control of my check book. I am determine to beat this. I hope you feel better soon. Maybe you will find some answers soon about your health. Keep me posted on it. Have a Merry Christmas.
We had snowflakes flying here earlier. It had been raining the past 2 days. I went to lunch with my son and his wife earlier and I paid the check with my debit card but had him pay cash for the tip because I can\'t figure the tip and add it to the bill in my head any more. That\'s pathetic! I\'m glad he had some cash on him.