Wow a better day!

So suprisingly, today went a lot better.  It definately helps that both of the 'rents were at work all day so I had a lot of time to myself, but in general I did a lot better.  I'm still having a couple of disturbing thoughts but no real urgency to act on them so that's dramatically better.  I made plans with my cousin and a friend for tomorrow night...looking forward to that, and Monday I'm going back up to see my friends.  So it's just unpacking and dealing with the chaos that is my unpacked surroundings and car.  Gonna tackle the car in the morning.  If I can get that emptied and cleaned out, that will at least be something in my life that is clean and organized.  Then I will feel like I have control of something.