Worst High School In The World.....
I'm writing this as a way to both call for help and to vent about a problem that still hurts me.... It's about the hell I went through in THE worst High School in the world..... The school name is Bishop Smith Catholic High School which is located in Pembroke, Ontario..... I am sitting here holding in countless tears and feelings of suicide as I write about this... for the year that I have attended this school, everyday was a countless hell... It got so bad that one day I was preparing to come into school and hang myself in the middle of the school chapel (or church as some call it).... everyday was a constant struggle... Walking down the halls was an endless nightmare, sitting in class where people would laugh about you or continue to bully u.... I was picked on endlessly for the way I looked and who I was... I just wanted to hide and not be seen.... The school doesn't do a thing about bullying or anything.... the only time they did anything was calling the police the day I wrote a suicide letter, left it in the office and ran away to commit suicide.... They didn't even suspend the bullies and the next day when I was back to school they pretended that I never said the bullies names before yet I had mentioned the names 15 or so times in Bully Reports.... Just imagine it... going to a high school for 3 years where everyday bullies would eat away at you like vultures waiting for their meal to die so they can devour the rest.... I just don't know how to feel... sure I am in Grade 12 at another school and I tried going this long with the pain but I can still feel it... All I can feel is pain..... All I can think of right now is suicide..... One of the only reasons I'm still going on in life is because of my girlfriend... I love her and don't wanna hurt her by killing myself.... I just wish this pain would end... I hate myself so much..... :'(
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I\'m so sorry you had to go through that but don\'t hurt yourself those pricks aren\'t worth it and I hope they shut that school down and all the staff who lied and stood by while you we\'re tormented will burn in hell I\'m sorry I\'m just angry but you deserve to be happy your life is worth more than any of those bags of dog shit will ever be stay strong my friend
thank you, it means alot to hear that :\')