worser and worser

 My late husband was an ass.  A schmuck par excellence.  I am destitute. No home. No money. No job. No children at home to occupy me. No companionship.   Nothing.   And the Rabbi's of my community are just WATCHING this happen.   FUCK them all.   I am better off dead. Not to be a hindrance to my kids or parents.  And the fight can stop...