worrisome morning

I had some different kinds of thoughts yesterday when I went out to the shops nearby.

I still feel unsure about the answers they seemed to hint at.

That being said, I much prefer the idea that arfie offered, that we 'learn to live

with the mystery of life rather than make ourselves crazy with all the questions.'

I go to a meeting this morning for a possible new job. It's a meeting with someone

I have known for quite a while but I guess it's normal for me to feel amped up with

nervousness. I will try and normalize it all in my mind, to understand and be humble

that yes I have a unique perspective yet to be humble and self responsible.

I suppose that's all I can hope for. It's kind of exciting too but I'll keep a lid on it.