Worn out!

But a good worn out. I went back to work yesterday and I feel like a contributing member of society and most of all a person again. I am back to enjoying my down time (and enjoying my pain.....NOT!) Unfortunatley I do remember that when I get out and perform normally it hurts like hell physically but boy does it feel good mentally! I had two calls yesterday and both were good solid calls , no one died or was maimed including me. (joke .... joking, just joking) I was really very scared in the morning. I felt very incapable and wanted to go home. thanks to my friends I made it through. I work again tomorrow and I am looking very much forward to it. Hope all are well! Hugs, Lorraine