Will it ever get better?
I left for several reasons. Well not left, just took some time out for a couple reasons. I don't want to be a hypocrite offering advice that I cant even follow. I also don't want to be the one who has nothing but negative things to say about my progress. Right now I just want to die. I feel awful. Like the worst human being on the face of the earth. I try so hard to stay up. I'm just a lost cause. I give up.
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In truth, I know I have been through those periods of time myself and they are not pretty... I have definitely been negative about my progress and also decreased my progress when there is a setback... Goals are just goals, they are not set in stone... Somedays are better than others... We can strive to be the best we can, but we are just two legged creatures tryng to exist in a strange, strange world... It\'s all good... Often times, I know what to do and what to say, but don\'t always follow through, so I don\'t offer advice... I just offer how I can relate and what works for me...
Negative or positive thoughts and feelings, they are your feelings and you can share all you want. You are not a lost cause. Journaling is good therapy. You can all ways message me if you want.
Wha.......no!!! And I was just getting excited!! My friend is back!!! Things could be......no, not what to say, Everybody says that.....and it doesn\'t make things better. We all have our moments, days, weeks, years when things just aren\'t right. Or so we feel like. I am glad you\'re back. Now, about this stud that makes you feel bad about.........I pray God will help you................did you hear that!!! There;s a step in the right direction. Let\'s work on this together!!!
LilaOlivia, that\'s great advice about just RELATING to others! Annieheart, thank you dear for reaching out!! And ypu\'re right these are MY feelings!! lol!! Mary Turk, girlfriend, I appreciate the excitement about me being back!!! Does a heart good to know that someone cares! And a huge thank you for offering to work on it with me!! You ALL are so great! I really love the support that I have gotten here. I just hate my negative times, which in my opinion are far too many. Before I bring folks down, I\'ll step away and allow their healing to take place. I\'ll NEVER lezve DS, but from time to time I may have to step away.
\'Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle\'.
I know your heart is in the right place as you care about how you affect other people. You care, and that is a base of strength to build upon - the most important one a person can have.
I\'m no advice guru myself (I apologize if anything I said upset you). What works for me the best is lending an ear, reading a person\'s troubles and in doing so sharing it with them, and then writing that they are in my thoughts and heart. They have my support and so do you.