Why I Feel The Need To Be Strong
Time is all I have while I'm in this situation so thank you for giving me something to do. I feel like I always need to be strong because I want to be the person people look up to. I've always helped people, and I've realized that I need to take care of myself first. But I want to seem strong because I don't want to whine so much for the fear if feeling like such a burden. I feel that way a lot and a situation like this can easily make me feel that way again. So i try to be strong, I try to stay strong, but I know I'm weak. And that makes me angry at myself because I don't want to feel weak. I want to feel able to be confident, I can't do that feeling weak. I feel like I need to make people proud of me, so feeling weak isn't an option for me. And I'm angry at myself for feeling weak and pathetic. Well my head's feeling woozy again and I finally have some people over at my house to see me, I hope this explains why I feel the need to be strong.
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