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Monday night: Thanks again to all who comment on my journals! You have no idea how you help me pull myself back. Today was a CRAZY day! A student in ISS tripped me, on purpose, in the hall, I fell! OUCH! My knee hurts! Then he kicked ,me while in the principals office. That one did not hurt. He is now on OSS. But, shame on me for putting myself in the position of being able to be tripped! And kicked. I was invited to a baseball game yesterday. Normally I would've jumped on that. I love baseball, I could've seen Chris, it was free, it was a good friend, and it might have done me good to get out. However, I declined. I went to the cemetery. I cried a lot. I told Scott how sorry I am. I just had to be there. I sat and stayed for quite a while just crying. I have had a rough several days. I can't say I am better but at least for now, the tears are spent. I am so looking forward to school being out! I have 38 days, in school, left! I need some time to gather my thoughts, rest, change some habits, and just chill. It has been a looong 10 months since Scott died! Peaceful wishes to everyone reading and those who are not.
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Ginger, I\'m so sorry that happened to you today at school. Definitely not what you needed. I think the break from school will be just what you need. If you can focus on taking care of yourself then I think your spirits will lift if even a little. That\'s how we get things these days, little by little but it all adds up. Thinking of you and hoping tomorrow is even a bit better. Love Robin
I\'m sorry that you got hurt today. You shouldn\'t blame yourself. I hope you are okay. Summer break will be so nice for you. Something to look forward too. Enjoy. Love and Hugs.
Sorry you got hurt .Summer will be here before you no it
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I know what you mean. I will be glad when school is out so I can have some down time and not keep a schedule like I am now. We will get thru this....Love Joanne
As my grandmother would have said, \"What kind of a little hooligan would do something like that??\" Hang in there, kiddo, and remember that more peaceful times WILL come. xoxo Barbara
Bless you...so distressing to realize that there are people out there that would intentionally hurt someone. Ginger...you must have needed time with Scott...to cry...to release the built up sorrow. I think we all need that periodically and I think it is so wise that you allow it. And, hopefully the next time you get an offer of baseball you will allow a \"good time\" into your life as well. I truly hope that today will bring you peace...love and hugs...Karen
I agree with Karen. Some days, some times you just need to cry and let it out. I think we all try to keep it together so much that we sometimes let the sorrow build to a point where it overpowers us. Letting it out is healthy I think. Love and hugs, Cyn
Ginger I too agree, somedays we just need to cry and let it out. I think when we do and just go with the feelings in the end we feel better. I understand why you are looking forward to school end. He sounds like a lovely boy. LOL Love and hugs cathy
I have had a rough start of the week missing Justin so much I went to cematary and cried telling him I also am sorry.Hope your week is better your kids are rough on you.I fell going out in the garage missed the step and fell flat on my face knee is bothering me.I guess need to look before running out so fast.Hope your kids are better Wed.luv ya.jfm24,Vicki