WHO KNOWS??!?!?

Monday night:  Thanks again to all who comment on my journals!  You have no idea how you help me pull myself back.  Today was a CRAZY day!  A student in ISS tripped me, on purpose, in the hall, I fell! OUCH!  My knee hurts!  Then he kicked ,me while in the principals office.  That one did not hurt.  He is now on OSS.  But, shame on me for putting myself in the position of being able to be tripped!  And kicked.  I was invited to a baseball game yesterday.  Normally I would've jumped on that.  I love baseball, I could've seen Chris, it was free, it was a good friend, and it might have done me good to get out.  However, I declined.  I went to the cemetery.  I cried a lot.  I told Scott how sorry I am.  I just had to be there. I sat and stayed for quite a while just crying.  I have had a rough several days.  I can't say I am better but at least for now, the tears are spent.  I am so looking forward to school being out!  I have 38 days, in school, left!  I need some time to gather my thoughts, rest, change some habits, and just chill.  It has been a looong 10 months since Scott died!  Peaceful wishes to everyone reading and those who are not.