Which way do I turn ?

I can't turn to any of my family members for financial help as far as where to go, and I definitely don't have any money saved up for a major life change such as this, so how do I escape ? I can't believe I actually consider finding out IF I could go to a nursing home / rehab facility, but how can I do that ? I'd be committing myself to live the rest of my days with others that would be at least anywhere from 15 to 30 or maybe even 40 years older than myself ! I would be lost. I would have noone to talk to.... nothing to do.... and definitely NO privacy ! Privacy has always been something I value very highly ! As much as I do sometimes enjoy someone's company, still I very much enjoy some " alone time " as well. Time alone can be very enlightening - and even refreshing - at times.... especially when time with the so-called " company " has been driving you nuts ! 

If I didn't need " extra " income to pay the monthly bills, then my entire situation would be a hell of a lot simpler. Yet as it is, I do " need " the extra income, so I need things as they are for the time being.... UNTIL I can figure out a reasonable " substitute ". 

PLEASE GOD.... PLEASE help me to find a reasonable " substitute " !