whew. almost there...

So I've "pulled" one eyelash (without realizing it) that I'm not counting - judge me if you want to. But I don't want to let one accident ruin the streak I have going... :)
If I can make it until tomorrow, then it'll be a week pull-free - without meds. I think my extra exercise is helping, but I'm still eating sugar and drinking lots of coffee and doing things that used to be 'triggers,' but they just aren't anymore. I don't know how to explain it, other than to say that I just find it mentally unacceptable now to pull my hair. It's like it just clicked for me, or something.
Which, of course, has me worried it will 'un-click.' Has anyone else had this kind of attitude change? I'm just trying to plan ahead and figure out how to keep from backsliding. It's all well and good to say that I've changed, but if I can't figure out how... then how am I going tomaintain it?
Food for thought. But right now, I'm just trying to focus on my goals. :) After this, I'm going to try for TWO WEEKS pull free. That just looks weird to even type!
 
:)

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deleted_user

sounds like you\'re doing great! it\'s so amazing that you\'re doing all of that WITHOUT the meds! you go, girl! :D
yeah, i\'ve \"un-clicked\" a time or two, but it happens! you\'re a strong woman and i know you can get past it if it does :]
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deleted_user

good luck making it through tomorrow! i know you can do it!! :)