When will this ever end?
I really wish I had someone I could confide in, My best friend has passed away, she was all I had left and now she is gone, she was the one person i could always count on to be there for me, never judging, always loving, and understanding. Now I have no one, sometimes I wash I could die so the pain would stop. I have so many problems and cant seem to get organized any more, my thoughts are so scrambled, I tried a couple of times to talk to my daughter but she just doesn't get it, children just can't see the parents as human beings with feelings and fears and painful emotions. There just is no hope with my family.
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I\'m so sorry to hear about your pain and suffering. I know it has to be the most frightening experience of your lifetime. I know I can\'t replace your best friend, but perhaps we could just be good friends. I was diagnosed about 2 years ago with emphysema, but I\'m actually doing pretty well now. And since you are going through a difficult time, perhaps I could provide some positive reinforcement and an occasional breath of fresh air. I know what deep dark depression and sorrow are like. I\'ve had many of those times in my life. Perhaps I can help to make things a little less painful. I would love to try, if you would.