What to make of it
A morning of contrasts, one aspect is that I 'may' have a job interview in a couple of weeks, for a job I'd love to do, but which would mean my working from an office three hours away, I wouldn't mind but mum would have apoplexy so I don't plan to tell her until at least I know. The contrast is either I'll be traveling or moving but today I also got fed up with living out of suitcases so I'm unpacking them.
I also felt that yesterday was significant, I was walking by a bridge I often do, when for the first time I saw a train going over it, which only happens every couple of hours, and saw a padlock on the bridge, just one like the range of padlocks on the bridge in Paris. Don't know what to make of it but it felt significant then and remains.
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Take a deep breath. Relax.
Keep in mind, this is your well-being and your moving forward.
This would give you a fresh start and clean out your relationships, keeping it simple as you find your better balance.
Your mum is going to be negative. That's her way. Do not tell her. Wait until you have sorted out the changes. If she asks, keep it simple as working on it.
Taking everything out of suitcases is a good way to give calm to the space.
That is good to write out what you notice. It gives you perspective.
Keep writing in your journal.