What Really Makes Me Mad!!
As the new year was ringing in and I was sending and receiving text messages from friends and family, I just HAD to have the thought! Darn it!!
Some tiny little part of me STILL wanted to send a message to the ex-N. It doesn't matter that what I was feeling was "Enjoy the New Year sucking the new victim dry!" What mattered was that I had the thought and know that he did not spare one miniscule little thought in my direction!!
Still looking forward to the day that he doesn't even get a thought from me!!!
Some tiny little part of me STILL wanted to send a message to the ex-N. It doesn't matter that what I was feeling was "Enjoy the New Year sucking the new victim dry!" What mattered was that I had the thought and know that he did not spare one miniscule little thought in my direction!!
Still looking forward to the day that he doesn't even get a thought from me!!!
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BIG HUGS --You\'ve conquered so much! Be kind to yourself cause in time you won\'t think of him. You\'re already on your way towards where you need to be. :)
At least the thoughts you are having are the right ones, if that makes sense!! I can\'t wait until I am where you are! :). No more thinking about what he is doing and who he is doing it with :( that has to be good!!!
Yes, Tadders is right, you did have the right thoughts about it! Look how far you\'ve come in the whole year..just think of how much farther you\'ll be next year!
sorry for intruding, but I stumbled across this and it is so reassuring to know that I am not alone.
sorry for intruding, but I stumbled across this and it is so reassuring to know that I am not alone.