What Really Makes Me Mad!!

As the new year was ringing in and I was sending and receiving text messages from friends and family, I just HAD to have the thought!  Darn it!! 
Some tiny little part of me STILL wanted to send a message to the ex-N.  It doesn't matter that what I was feeling was "Enjoy the New Year sucking the new victim dry!"  What mattered was that I had the thought and know that he did not spare one miniscule little thought in my direction!!
Still looking forward to the day that he doesn't even get a thought from me!!!