what makes me so frail?

Work went really well today. I came home and played with Blue, ate lunch

and relaxed a bit. Then took a shower and dressed and set out to do 

errands...first the bank and then marketing...while at the Trader Joe's

I got a call from my stepmom - it really sent my wheels spinning.

Just the way it went - I thought about it - and I thought about her -

and wondered what made her be that way? I had a hard time

feeling like I could be myself....But I had my shopping to do

and I got that done... came home.. put stuff away and then

cuddled with Blue... After a couple of hours I found myself still

obsessing...What makes me so frail I thought? I am finding other foci

to keep at and just get on with the day here at home. I go to dinner

at my parents house at 430p and so it goes...

Human frailty - I know that each person has their ability to 'relate to' certain

things in life... some areas, some people have easier time accessing or 

appreciating certain aspects...others not as much but have their own arenas

of ability to appreciate and super powers...

I'm starting to appreciate that within myself and the people in my life..

that when we do meet up mind to mind or just in moments shared in life is a treat and cherishable!!

I should probably wash the dishes and set out my meds for tonight.

When I get home from my parents' house - I'll just zonk out immediately

to the rise early for work. :)