What I am thankful for

I am so thankful for peace.  I have been.  I probably am depressed.  I am greatful that I am coping.  I am looking toward a better time.  I am very busy with things I care about.  Church school work that I like.  The chillin. hubby. Don't c him enuf but its gd when i do.  i love him.  this yr is better than last yr.  we seem 2 know each other.  we really c each other.  he calls me defiant.  i dont mind it.  i think that i know me better and i am less concerned w/pleasing him.  And when I dont feel like being bothered; i say so.   i wanted my gurl 2 come stay w/us b/c where she is  is not gd.  but i realize that it is not a gd idea  2 have a chick stayn w/u and ur hubby.  so im hoping that we'll instead b able 2 help her financially.  i love her, but cant put my fam in possible harms way.  i hope she understands.  I pray that she will get all the help she nds.  all  those who know the words of prayer plz pray for her.   making photo calendars for christmas gifts again this yr.  hope i will have time to enjoy it and not be pressed and stressed.  making special calendars for isis' other side fam with pics of just her. i havent bn eating well.  bn eatn a lot of sweets.  lately have also bn mixn in veggies. trying to add some balance.  i have demonstrated some depression symptoms.  not being able 2 sleep.  eating comfort food.  overeating.  but i am thankful that ive bn getting up everyday even when im tired.  going to work.  going 2 school.  to church.  2day i was up @ 3 shopping.   i  have hope.  some from my situation, some from the lord.  im glad 2 have that.  this time last yr i dont know if i had hope.   im hoping and i have prayed  for a new car.  i want my prospering inside 2 show on the outside.  and my current car is  having a bunch  of issues.  i most of all pray that i the lord will give me another way of transportation b4 this car dies. i smile.  isis zora & steve.  i look on them and smile.  i love them.  they came from me.  i love our fam pic b/c i just nvr thought  that i wld b so blessed. i love my hus, he loves me.  our children love us and we love them.  God is so good.  thats so wonderful.  the rest is icing. may i nvr 4get this feeling so that it can sustain me when in  the valley. amen