what gives me motivation
thankful for today's conversation with my therapist.
I really let down my hair and it was so needed and welcome.
I came away from the conversation extremely unwound in a new relaxed sense.
I felt so relaxed and comfortable with 'me.'
But I realized I started to feel a bit weary after getting a coffee
not feeling the strength or motivation to motivate myself .
I thought about calling or texting my family who I so look
up to and appreciate their beauty. It made me realize that
their consolations and counseling me make me feel good
and privileged and comforted usually after we talk - if not motivated.
Yet I realized I indeed have to find my own beauty in life
that motivates me. I need to find my own motivation
and I realized folks stick with each other because they
deliver the kind of affirmations and motivations to keep
at our lives.
I had been feeling out of sorts and kind of lazy about the monastery
which is something I did not like. I hope that I do enough- I have been told I do
and I just really have to help myself see past the horizon of just getting the work
done here that is needed.
Thinking about my own version of beauty, that keeps me motivated,
is really inspiring and is telling me what I get out of things and life.
It affirms, it motivates and gives energy like a carrot.
I'm feeling mojo and glad.
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When ever I feel stuck and not motivated I go for a walk its good for meditation too.
Thanks CC!!
I highly recommend prayer and meditation also, but if you can't, it is ok because just the desire to have a conversation with God is a prayer in itself.
God Bless
Thanks Bob!!
Big hug swedtie
I'm glad that you had such a good therapy session
I know that you work very hard Marky!!...xo
Thanks Janet!