what does it take?

went for a walk, around the hood. 


kind of unwound a bit after the last journal...


i kind of have to ask myself..what will it take for me to feel ok or motivated to do something with the day.


I guess just when I unwound and felt all gray and with no direction, I wondered to myself what would it take?


Writing here, helps.


Just trying to keep from going down into sadness, trying to keep proactive into insight - motivated to continue on in a healthy way.


When I think in terms of the vision that I am part of a team here, and with my family and friends outside of DS as well, it helps me feel better. I think in terms of my friends and family - and that is helping me kick into gear.


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arfie
arfie

I am almost ready to believe that nobody GETS to feel motivated and optimistic every day. These days I more often ask myself how I can stay balanced and on track on the bad days when I'd really rather just crawl into a hole and pull a rock over my head. The good days pretty much take care of themselves.
malibumark
malibumark

thanks arfie!
beckyp
beckyp

Staying balanced and on track on the bad days is a good way to put it. I think you do really well with that Mark.
malibumark
malibumark

thanks becky!