What does it take?

What does it take    for me to not hate myself?
                               for me to not obsess over how I look?
                                   for people to treat me like a person?
                               for someone to care about how I feel?
                                   for people to except how I feel?
                              for guys to not treat me like a piece of meat?
                                   for people to be considerate of my emotions?
                              for me to feel like I'm allowed to be happy?
                                      for someone to show me that they care?
                              for me to allow someone to love me?
                                     for someone to actually love me?
                             for me to let myself love someone?
                                     for me to allow myself to love me?