went to sergon sept 23, 2011

well, i went to wee the sergon. he says im doing about normal. will see me in ONE MONTH that means i cant put weight on my bad leh. so i will be here for at leaste.that long. im so sure they will just love that. son has sof corse is completely broke. i dont know how im going to9 pay all the bills next month and have money for to take care of me. im very very upset about all of this. he is till very sick w/ the teeth thing.other son has the flu OR SO HE SAYS. aunt ciomming back tommorow. i will be so glad. i dont have any visiters and i still have to use the potty chair. im not healing as fast as i ussually do. im again very deppressed. going to stay up late tonight and maybe watch videos. sis put dark side of the moon on the i pod, also some yes old stuff. im just so very worried. i hope i can feel better tommorow. i know its good that im healing, but this is the HARDEST thing ive ever been threough. im starting to realy freak out about all this. ive gained weight of cousrse in the butt. need to get stronger. at leaste it doesnt hurt as bad, fell about a week ago and its just staarting to get better. if i wouldnt have fell, i think i would be ahead. nit was a set back. im so clumbsy now. i spill things and somethimes i feel like i have no coordination. ok, well i guess thats it for now. will get back on later or tommorow.........