Went out today with aunt. Tues Jan 5, 2016 8.30 p.m.

This is blue cause i am kinda blue. The holiday's are over, i am trying to not eat as much, went to my aunt's house and she had some cookies, well, i scarfed them down like they were goin out of style. My clothes are feeling tight on me, have to be very careful as this new med makes me SO HUNGRY. I am tired all the time, haven't worked out in so long i can't even remember. Kinda got the after holiday blues i guess. Got some more raisin bran to eat and some skim milk. There is some rotisori chic left over, i just feel funny today, down. I was sooo cold outside today. Supposed to rain again for the next 3 day's. I did get me a 5.00 jar candle from Walmart. I smoke so much it smells in here bad, i am immune d to it, but i know it get's smoky and i can't open the window's now, too cold. OK now i'm just rambling on about nothing. Going to the doc on Thurs, have to tell her the Seriqiul still makes me so tired and together with all my other med's i feel like i'm on LSD or something. Not all-way's i just feel like a zombie a lot, but when i don't take it, i get very nervous, so it does do good, just makes me tired and SO HUNGRY. I am always so weak also. Like i'm in slow motion worse than before, but not so anxious. Just had such a nice holiday and now it's all over and what's next. Still have a pretty positive attitude so far, just having an iffie day. Am glad i made it out of the apt though, that's something. Hug's