well, there goes my good mood...

i cant believe this crap has to happen now. i can only stay on here for short time. its just another reason that im so crazd. was planning for a nice uneventfull evening online but NO. i cant even have that have to get off here and wait for the call. im realy loosing it. glad i took my xanex. at least i dont have to go tonight. cant ever get people to answer phone or even call me back. is it that horrible to be around me? i guess so. well, serves me right for putting that guard down for 2 seconds. feeling very manic now. have to go now.this realy sucks.