Well.... it's been a while
Well, it's been a while..... since i last did a journal entry.... well.... things have gotten somewhat better but bad things have still happened.... i managed to move on more from the people who have hurt me so i guess thats good.... a couple days ago my friend Taylor hurt me.... she asked me "what happened to ur face?" in front of everyone.... her tone of voice made it seem like she was making fun of me.... it hurt.... she hurt me with what she said.... but anyway, on Friday night (September 14, 2012) I asked this girl out and so far our relationship is really good, we r both heavily in love with each other and she is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet bc she is one of the only people I'm holding on for.... and well, there is so much arguing at home.... dad needs to keep his anger in check but this is getting ridiculous.... he is losing his anger way 2 much and everyday its like he's a different guy.... full of anger and I can't take this anymore.... I'm in so much pain.... I so far have a plan on what I'm doing.... I'm gonna be going to school for half a day tomorrow.... then at lunch my girlfriend's parents r picking me up at lunch.... and i will be staying with my girlfriend for a couple days.... it's the break i need.... i can't stay here.... i'm losing my mind..... :'(
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