Well I feel like shit

I hate it when my parents get into a fight over something that happened between them over 20 years ago. I know marriage is hard but bringing up something that had nothing to do me and my brothers seems so jacked. 

Maybe this is why my love life is really uncomfortable. . Since my parents were an interclass marriage and my mother is abusive. It’s interesting to think about. 

But they’re fighting again and I needed college help. Now I can’t get that help becuz of some stupid thing that happened when they were in their 20s. 

This house is damned once again I‘m trying to not let their sins rubs off on me. It just sucks that the family I have isn’t the family I need.