weird.."passive" entertainment

I got up this morning and immediately did my laundry.

I then took a shower and dressed and spent some time on the internet

and watching tv. Then I went to a Father's Day celebration for my Dad.

I felt so energized after it - and I came back to the house and now I find

my 'go to' habits of plopping in front of the tely to be so weird. Just 'passively'

sittting in front of the tely - when I've got so much energy seems to be so senseless.

It feels like 'no man's' land here at the house - a kind of limbo - we're all 6 of us - kind of

doing a whole lot of nothing. I wonder if I could be doing more, well I know I could - 

but just don't 'think or imagine' what those activities could be... Weird how I yearn to do more

and yet refrain from it in a way as well.. Thanks for reading.

Peace!!