weekend has begun!!
My weekend has begun. Things are good.
Definitely still have lethargy issues, so I treated myself again while at work to coffee, tea and a snack. It’s probably the heat outside.
As work started and as I went along I kind of saw the grouchiness and pressure that everyone was under.
I kind of sensed that and yet I could also weigh that we each were in our lanes. I felt understanding and yet on my way. I know I’m a little eccentric (my rep at work...maybe all over :) but I kind of don’t get bothered by that.
Work went well.
I came home and was tired but again I could see that outside of work we’re all dealing and have our own individual lanes to keep to.
I feel the impulse to write my thoughts but with hopes of spending my time ‘living’ rather than under excruciating introspection.
I definitely want to go for a sunrise hike tomorrow and over the upcoming days.
I heard it might rain Saturday!!!
....Don’t know why there is always something crushing me… a temptation to think and figure stuff out and then sadness I suppose I can chock it up to a general moodiness that others probably experience and have to muddle through with in life at home. Like we do have at work too. I’ll try and be kind to me.
Maybe it’s because I’m shut in today after work. The heat out there and waiting for payday tomorrow.
Wanting to go out and not wanting to use a credit card or overdraw my planned amount certainly sets the upset meter going...
but I feel better for coming on here.
peace,
Mark
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Yes to spending time ‘living’ and not excruciating introspection!
Glad to hear you had a productive and “aware” day at work. Staying aware is half the battle of getting through work in order to focus on the time outside of work, at least that has been my finding!
Hugs for an early weekend celebration!
Thanks Nikki!