week end talk
thank you for sharing your day, your reality......we can be stronger together than apart, stronger as our voices & our experiences knit a fabric that keeps us united.
united we stand, divided we fall and if our backs should ever be against the wall......we'll be together, together you and i.......
remember that song?
i love you.....not up to much, trying to stave off regret......there is a stack of paperwork looking at me, i pretend it isn't there. a painting project on the other corner of the table.......not happening. two weeks ago i hoped to have Olivia, Barbara and Debra come over for dinnertonight. i haven't spoken with them about this and feel awful........it wasn't set in stone, but i should have called. when i'm like this i get teary weepy ucky so i don't want to call.......losing it makes me feel even less of a person than when i just lean in and call the crash a crash. the sinus infection is still calling a lot of the shots around here......give it time. all i can do, all anyone can do sometimes.......let it get better.
monday is doctor day, tuesday is doctor day, friday is doctor day. ughhhhhhhhh. a very unfun week ahead and none of those appointments cover a follow up appt in care of this sinus mess. beam me up scottie and don't beam me aboard until next week end.......i don't wanna go to the docs, get that tooth pulled, none of it.........i want to go to kid camp, color and sing kum bah yah.......roast marshmallows, dream by the river.......watch a butterfly land on my skin.......something but not doctors and doctors and doctors.........oh hey, some good news! care credit reviewed my dental situation and have credited the money spent on the broken dental bridge back on my account, i should get the refund check in a week to ten days. that was a big chunk of change and a huge relief to get the money back......! gotta be glad for the good that comes about! glad and thankful!l
later gator.... hugging you now!!!!!..
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I had two weeks like that where it was just doctor's appointments every other day. I think it's because they have you back every 3-6 months so it always ends up being around the same time again. Yay! You are getting a refund on your account. I'm sure you can use the money. Love you.
Understand where you are coming from as I have weekly massage therapy & acupuncture appts so when you throw in doctors, dentist & such I always seem to be going to an appt. Had over 130 of them in 2017.
Do hope all of the upcoming ones will prove beneficial. Hate that you still have your sinus infection though. I don't have one but my allergies have been horrible this spring. One of the prices we pay for living in the southeastern of the USA.
Great that you got that refund.
Returning hugs, gator!!!!
Hey lovely you. Don't think about those appointments.too much. Just get there and get them over and done with and feel pleased with yourself that you made it. I understand how stressful they can be ,and it's not as if it's a fun outing either. Plan something fun for a later date for a reward for all the austerities performed. Maybe an outing with Debra ? When you're both up to it.
Hey.. congratulations on the return of your dud bridge money. That's great Ruthie.
I want to go to kid camp with you and yes I do know that song . I'm overloaded with stress from sharing my home. Too many problems that I can't seem to fix. Other people's problems. What a mess. Anyway...I'm praying for positive change. Please say a prayer for me . Love you xoxoxoxo
Dear Serce. You and your friends can get together another time. I hope so. I have a blood draw and then a therapy appointment this week as well with a new therapist. I will keep you in my prayers. Love you bunches my friend ♥