Week 3
Starting tomorrow I will not have smoked weed in 3 weeks. That is so long for me, I never go that far without blazing. I feel really antsy and I have been having these terrible dreams, wicked fucked up dreams. I am scared to go to sleep because I know I will have another nightmare, I need to just relax and know everything will be ok because it will besides they are only dreams right? they can't hurt me physically but then whats with dreams anyway? what are they suppost to tell us? Well if they are trying to tell me something I need to urgently get the message, I have work tomorrow early in the morning and I'm not looking forward to going, last time these people were treating me like shit, I am just going to bring my homework and try to get it all done tomorrow before I stress the hell out about it. Anywayzzz the weekend went alright, I scored twice in my football game and I had the most yards I've ever gotten in a game so I am happy that I am doing ok in sports, but my coach said he was disappointed in me last week hopefully I was able to change his mind. and if your reading this leave a message, I am fairly lonely right now and I'd really love someone to talk to. I've seriously pushed all my friends out of my life and it's difficult trying to make new ones :/
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Hey man, sorry you\'re feeling on edge... if you need to talk feel free to bug me!
Good luckk you can do it!! :)
Maybe talk to someone about the dreams your having and see if it helps ?
I\'m proud of you for not blazing for 3 weeks. and i hope your dreams become more pleasant. You know I\'m always here for you no matter what. If you ever need to talk or vent i am on here everyday or you can text me. :)
You went three weeks! Congrats!. Everyone\'s mom and dog smokes pot around here. People try to quit for like a week and give up. Don\'t give up or you\'ll have to start from square one again later. It\'ll get easier. Night,ares don\'t mean anything at all according to my dream book. I\'m sure your coach said he was disappointed because he knows you have the potential to do even better. He just wants to keep you motivated. If he thought you were doing bad you wouldn\'t be playing. I\'ve had to push a lot of friends out my life too and it sucks. xoxoxo
Thank you all so much. I didn\'t expect this much responce I\'m loving it haah. :D
Yea I\'m trying to figure out whats wrong but seriously it\'s so hard to not smoke, it\'s like the effect of taking pills but way more relaxing. It\'s the only thing that help me relax and to sleep but lately I\'ve just been a wreck trying to sleep an all.