wed aug 31, 2011 22nd day back at sis house

well im bak from the hell hole they call a nursing home. it was the most horrible pkace ive ever been to. i saw things there i cant un see. was so blocked couldnt go for 3 weeks it was the worst night i can remember. i was w/out all my meds for the first few days. ahhhh hate that place. surgon says im doing very wel. just wanted to get on here now. cant do anything for myself very easy. im sporting a walker and a wheel chair. i hope my leg goes strait. though i was going to have a stroke last night trying to go. it was sooooo bad. im agsausted today. took long nap. boyfriend came out. ya know i lost 24 lbs from being so sick and he says i wish you would have lost 20 moore. why does he do this. its all about him . i checked him on that . that realy hurt my feelings. i know he is freaked out but he is not going to be like that to me. i cant take it and i dont have to. pretty tired  the cymbalta seems to be helping . who would hae known. well im not staying on here to long .going to do my exersises pretty soon so i will have to take the pain pills not good so constapaiting. ahhhhh the pain . maybe o9n later if not tommorow for sure.........