Wed. April 11 th - a Day of Hell ....

On this day I had a tv remote thrown HARD at my left knee - ( both knees are BAD with Osteoarthritis, but my left knee is the worst ), and I was spat at several times, along with having a small container of coleslaw thrown at me ! The coleslaw ended up in my hair, on my clothes, and on my chair, along with the spit ! 

All of this was done to me... WHY ? I don't even remember ! 

I honestly don't remember WHAT set him off ! 

But apparently to HIM it was enough to fly into a full-blown RAGING FIT that led to an all out rampage of destruction, and to him directing physical violence at me ! 

I wish I could say that this was the ONLY time he had a RAGING FIT since he came back on December 5 th, 2017.... BUT sadly, and unfortunately, it hasn't been the ONLY time ! 

One of the million dollar questions to this would be.... Did he at least APOLOGIZE ?????? 

NOPE !

At least not in the " traditional " sense, that's for damn sure. 

If anything.... he twisted things around to " blame me " - in a way ! 

He did this by saying things like... " If you hadn't said this, " or " If you hadn't done that; " then I wouldn't have gotten so " pissed off " ! Pissed off ? That's what he calls it ! HAHAHAHA !!!! What a load of Garbage ! 

It was FAR BEYOND being just " pissed off " ! WAY WAY beyond it ! 

At least in a " normal " world, I'd say it was far beyond that. But then again since when does he live in the " normal " world !?! 

Ever since I began to " know " him back in January of 2004, I'd say it's safe to say he lives in his own version of reality. 

Of course whenever someone has their own version of it, along with that is always matched a distorted version of how they should act towards others. What all of us in the " Real World " know as acceptable, and decent behavior, is just not the same as theirs. 

So here's a good question for you.... 

How do you live with someone that's seeing the world through eyes that distorted ?