We seem to be getting on the same chapter at least

Today has been a fairly good day overall. Steven came by the house and ate lunch about 2 or so in between going to talk to two different accounts for his job. One was to seal a sales deal for vending machines in their staff lounge. Then after he left, he had to go talk to an existing account to reconfigure their machine(s) products. It was a nice 45 minues or so of a visit/lunch here at home. 

Before he came by Charles and his gf/sugarmama (lol) were here cleaning up the yard again and doing various other things outside. And after Steven left, I drove the truck over to check the mail since I got a text saying that my Amazon stuff had been delivered to the mailbox. It was nice to be able to drive again even if it was only in the trailer court here. I wish it was my car however...lol. I also reminded Steven he had to go to the store for Guinea Pig hay and creamer at least before he got home after leaving work for the day. I figured he'd be heading home by 6, but he didn't get home til almost or just after 7pm. He seemed to be in a good mood and not upset about me taking the truck over to check the mail and back since I made him read the text I sent that told him I did it. 

After about an hour or so of him being home, we decided on dinner and I got it started. Fish sticks, peas and carrots and buttered bisquits. After dinner, he worked on his taxes and come to find out we will get back about $1500, but won't get it til June or July when he pays the rest of his owed taxes back from 2015. It is now 11pm and he's about to go to bed for the night. 

If this keeps up, we may have a good weekend and be able to grow closer again like I wanted to be from the beginning. I just feel like we've wasted so much time growing apart emotionally. I hope its not too late for us. I pray everyday and night and I almost have given that up as well til recently. I just can't give in like I have before so easily. I hope and think he understand more now about why I haven't slept in the same room or bed with him even after I've previously told him why over and over again at least 3 or 4 times.