we are a tribe

I got the worst haircut tonight..I really wanted to look


good for going home to LA for Christmas - the guy 


who cut my hair was absolutely bizarre. He botched my beard trim too.


Uggh! haha!


Anyways


as I drove away I realized I didn't really research


the hairdresser so well. Lesson learned. Impulse buying


is rarely lucky - I've been spending my money like a fool


lately - and because I am not working I really need to save


as much as possible. Not only for immediate expenses but also


for my future. I know you can't take it with you but to not have


money when I'm a feeble old dude in order to pay folks to take care


of me and feed me jello and ice chips - that would be the worst!



As I drove home tonight I thought about all of us - how you we're


present for each other here - encouraging


each other to survive, to surmount the issues that plague us,


to keep on keeping on. It may be a risk to say - because I know


folks can take offense at blanket statements, but I feel like we are


a really good group of friends. A tribe. I saw outside of my family relationships


and tonight as I drove home, I felt lucky to be able to come back here tonight


and chat. I've been on this site for almost 13 years now (i think since 2012)


and the investment of time and personal commitment has been life saving.



Have a great night you guys! Nanoo nanoo!

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arfie
arfie

hmmmmm. . . during my unstable childhood, the family often referred to itself as, "a country gypsy tribe." with 2 parents, 11 children and various hangers-on, townies often called us that, as well. there were an astounding number of town children hoping to be stolen by the gypsies. sorry, my child, no seating available. you don't have to go home, but you can't stay here.

during my early therapy years i often quipped that i was unlearning tribal behavior. it is far easier to learn than unlearn, so those works are still in progress.

buttttttaaaaaa. . .
buttttttaaaaaa.
buttttttaaaaaa.

am i lost in metaphor AGAIN? reaching for the spirit of the metaphor.

yes, we are a virtual tribe
nanoo nanoo

off-topic
one of my favorite robin williams fantasies is of mork growing up to be patch adams. it is just past 10 years since we lost robin williams. is he eligible for beatification yet? his off-beat perceptions worked miracles in my broken life.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Arfie!!
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

Is it a mullet?

Once I asked for layers shaping the face and it was a mullet.
malibumark
malibumark

No he just did weird things with my sideburns and beard. I wanted natural but not shaggy, he gave me stylized manscaping. Lol
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

So like zoolander vibes? I love it