way too much~~

Way too much is happening to resolve alone. My partner has a mass on her aorta and it is not known about cancer or not. Insurance is a step by step thing so all taking time. Plus, hard to reach.  My parents are both ill. They are to be taken care of in their home until they pass away. My Dad is so unhealthy yet strong enough to resist and complicate his treatments. It makes him more agressive and dangerous for Mom, who is in denial and argues with him.  My partner worked as a nurse and was their caregiver. We are not sure how to manage their care yet. They are pretty independant, drive and all. But have so much inconsistancy.  I am the youngest of 4 and feel like an only child. The sibbs want the cash when the folks die. That is it in a nutshell.  Through all of this, I can say my efforts for better physical health have really paid off. Losing weight and all my blood work is improving. I am even motivated to work hard to help my body maintain and reach a better level. With all the stress, I will probably have NO trouble going for walks. I bought new tennis shoes last night to lure myself to more activity.  That is my update for now. I hope to be including more about pretty spring flowers and nicer weather soon. I really do believe we live our thoughts and a few quiet moments with nature would do some good in this world. Cheers~