Watch what you wish for.

I want to say watch what you wish for because it can be pretty true either way you see it. For the longest time I have wished for a disease, for something to distract me from the problems of my family and the life around me. finally this wish came true and now I have a disease, but it is simply different from what I thought I would have.  This afternoon after I picked up my medications I hit a car and the car that hit me hit another car. My car was the only car that seriously had some body damage and it sounds and runs well and I hope it will stay that way. I am going to global collision tomorrow see if it is sustainable to drive and there is only body damage to the car. I hope this is the case because I really need a car. Chi oddly enough is trying to tell my dad to buy me a new car. She thinks that I deserve it. That's something that I never thought she'd say. I think that the car should be fine. If it is not I need to finance a small economical care that I can run into anything with. Although my car may still work I want to get familiar with the buss and light rail systems. If I become more reient on public transportation I will refund the parking permit to the school and give the $500 back to dad.  My car seems to be working fine there is no damage to the engine or major parts for the car, so I should be fine. I am not going to go to a mechanic to see what's up because they might want to charge me for their time.  Comcast misses their appointment today so I am stuck here tomorrow waiting for them to fix the cable in the master bedroom.  Today I was told by the doctor that I have a small and growing ulcer in my esophagus. My heartburn is out of this world. I am going to go the the liquor store tomorrow just incase I can't get there again because of my damaged car. But, like I said eariler I know that it's gonna be ok, everything is going to be ok. Just let life take it where it's going to bring you. Good night moon.