Was down again

Dont know what is wrong. Could not walk to the bathroom without help. It has been horrible. Not out of the house or setting up can barely breath.   Thank to God and my husband I am seemingly coming out of what ever again that is attacking my body. Hopefully, will be able to attend church Sunday. How can one make it without Jesus Christ as our Saviour.  When my first husband had cancer, when I would take him to treatment, I met so many who had no trust in God or Jesus to see them through. Without Christ in my life even now I would not not know where to turn   Thank you Jesus for being in my life.  
Almost three years my wonderful son in Heaven. As you know we celebrate Jesus birth the 25th of this month. May you have a joyous Christmas in Heaven. My love is always with you, till we meet on Heaven's shores. Love, mom