Was doing pretty good in tell.
I was doing pretty good driving around and I heard a song that just filled my head with memmories of my husband. The song was called Wind of change. That song made me cry I did regain composer and enjoyed the rest of the day. I will always love my husband he was my world. I get up everyday just to help my roomates and take care of my animals an that is it. I have thought about finding someone else, but it was just a bad idea all the way around. I have so many medical issues to deal with that I am amazed I got married the first time. I wish I could wake up from this bad dream in my husbands arms. I know it is not a bad dream it is reality I am 42 years old and I am a widow after 9 years of marriage.
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Music can really trigger memories. I have similar experiences that happen on and off. All kinds of things trigger emotions. Like yesterday, finally I went thru the stuff in his wallet. Found a fishing license he bought couple weeks before he passed. More reminders of plans unfulfilled. He was that ill, yet he planned on fishing - he just wanted to live that\'s all. Valerie AKA Girldawg
I am sorry. Songs have gotten me too. I am 40 and I understand how you think about meeting someone else. I get asked quite often if I will date, but no one has asked me on a date. So, until that happens, the answer is no. Ha ha! It\'s hard to figure out what to do, when and all the other logistics when you are still battling the intense grief. You are love able! Take care of yourself. Do you have kids?
Nope I did not have kids instead I had cancer so I had to have a hysterectomy in 2006. I am trying to take care of myself I am eating and laughing every so often.